chaque jour je t’aime davantage, aujourd’hui plus qu’hier et bien moins que demain

if someone signed into your account without telling you, even if it’s just something not very important, such as couchsurfing?

The host thought that i was mad, because I replied something, and then there was another reply which contradicted the earlier reply.

and the worst part was.. my password was saved on her laptop. i mean, you need to check the box in order to save the password, because gmail doesn’t do it automatically. she says she didn’t touch anything.. but..

when i wanted to borrow her laptop to use my gmail later at night… she went to gmail, typed in my password in front of me and asked “eh, you’ve changed your password?”

how does it feel, really.. if someone had memorized your password, typed it in front of you when you didn’t ask her to, and that you’re not even close to her?

it made me cry out of exasperation TWICE in barcelona. 

or maybe thrice, i think i cried another time in the shower. 

i mean, there’s nothing extremely personal in my gmail.. but surely you’ve heard of privacy?

and it’s not so bad if it’s like hanwei.. cos i trust him anyway. but for someone who’s not close to me.. i feel really pissed.

i tried to take it in my stride to forgive.. but i can’t do so completely. 

and like the other day, you just came into my room, took my book from the table without even asking, and went to do a search and all, and now you’re pretending that you did the most correct thing in the world? 

and you keep bringing up this “book” issue here and there, i almost feel like slapping you when i hear the word.

but i’m controlling. i keep telling myself it’s no big deal.. and i think i am too nice for my own good.

and it’s not the first time that you took something without asking too. like the other time when i came back home, you just went “oh, i took your coloured pens”. sure they’re not exorbitantly priced and i would lend you.. if i knew about it ok?

just stop taking my things and stop logging into my account without asking!

ok other than that, i had some great fun at barcelona. shopping is really good. i kinda regret not buying the motorcycle leather jacket which costs 6,99E.. but because it’s size 38 and too huge for me even though i’m putting on two layers.. and you know you need to look smart with a jacket like that!

i bought a pair of boots from bershka for 9,95E.. and a cotton tunic for 1,99E.. stuff which you’ll never find in singapore for that price! lol. i know the boots are going to be a bit AA back in singapore.. but hey, at least it’s like ankle boots and not those knee length ones ok! plus they really look nice with jeans la! so heck in, i shall look danm AA back in singapore. hahahahaha

i had a great couchsurfing host too! he’s only 19 but he feels rather mature for his age, and he’s always worried that we don’t have enough to eat or something. hahaha. 

and then i had to stay at the hostel, and i met such great people! from argentina, ireland, australia, england, mexico, france, thailand.. wow.. we chatted and played some pool, drank some sangria, ate some chips, drank some tequila shots (george was the staff so he had access to all the facilites/drinks.. and he kept on going like “oh you must be thirsty, have a drink” and the drink is tequila, which makes you even thirstier. well done)

but at least they were nice.. like when they smoke.. they were like “smoking is bad for health, we won’t offer you one”. so that’s really nice la.. like they don’t force you under peer pressure, not that i will ever take up smoking anyway. 

oh and i found river island!! shit, i want a dress but it’s like 54E!!! hl, can i tell you the code and you help me check what’s the price in singapore? and if it’s cheap, get a size 6 for me? cos it’s about the same price in uk.. i wanna see how much is it in singapore.. lol

the photos are all on facebook, i’m lazy to put them up here.. so my blog is getting very boring. sorry.

btw deardear, can we skype this weekend?