Archive for December 31st, 2008
vexed
i’m in a horrible mood these days. and i’m really really very sorry my dear. i also don’t really mean to get worked up easily. and i don’t mean to suddenly have such a black face while riding behind your bike.
and don’t worry, i’m not angry at you or anything.
i’m just.. so vexed about the whole exchange thing. i don’t exactly wish to publicize over here what happened, but basically there are just… so many things to settle..
haish
*note to self: email ws*
it’s like on one hand, im really happy to be able to go..
on the other hand, it means much more expenses. and maybe less chance. but in a way, what wsm (no i don’t mean wing sm) said made sense i guess. what if i fell back. it would indeed be a waste. well, which is why i need to email ws tomorrow. i would do it now, but i’m sleepy and i don’t wish to type gibberish, cos it’s quite important.
okay, VERY important.
i need to settle this before i fly off. it’s easier that way.
haish.
well, in any case, i would need to scrimp and save in france. and europe. seriously.
haish.
i am haish-ing a lot. and i need to stop this.
okay, show me the money soon! 7 working days…………………………………..
thanks dear, for being so understanding. thanks for letting me spend the night at your place, to get away from the very-displeased mum. thanks for listening to me, and giving me tight hugs when i cry. thanks for letting me talk it all out, even if it bores the ass out of you. and thanks for accompanying me to school today even though you were so tired, just to more or less settle stuff.
i feel like a complete hopeless freak. urgh! i need some directions!
